Love In The Time Of Blahhhhhlera

Don’t let the mood fool you…

My life is an embarrassment of riches.  Sometimes I forget that but it’s truth in it’s purest form. 

I know I often go too far.  It’s how I’m made.  That’s not an excuse, it’s a reason.  I have zero issues w/ who I am and what I know is in my heart.  If I tell you I love you, I mean it until you don’t want me to mean it anymore. 

The thing that people should understand is that loyalty means everything to me.  If I go to the ends of the earth for you, and you can’t even get to the end of the block for me, what does that say about us?  One thing the past few days has shown me is that loyalty is found in very few these days.  That’s fine, it just takes a bit to rearrange the furniture.  Now’s there room for a loveseat.  But don’t backbite, whine, and pitch fits when a simple conversation 2 months ago could’ve cleared up any misunderstanding.  Sadly, we’ve now gone too far past that mile marker and dad simply ain’t gonna turn this car around.  You only get one shot w/ me. 

So, fine.  I’ll play the part for now.  You can parade me in and ho-hum in my general direction until your mouth aches.  I take jabs like a champ and I’ll shrug these off in no time.  But thing will never be the same again.

The list just got smaller…meaning I just fell a little bit further in love w/ the people who matter the most.